so. tumblr's down so i return to the place i lived as a teen.
it feels off.
in my mind i was thinking, it feels odd, but, i will trust the hands, where the art lies.
i think i underestimate myself. i think i always have, even when i don't in one way, i do in most ways. quantified, it could be written as doubt 70% of the time or greater.
at the moment, i do not have time for doubt. i am responsible for the education of 204 individuals in the mastery of the fundaments of life science, and i am not up to the task at the moment. i am full of ideas, many of which have been forgotten or abandoned over time, while the rest are soaked in cynicism